Lifestyle

Dear diary,

So, firstly I really need to apologise for not writing blogs lately. 2017 has been MANIC already and it's only February!

I am currently writing this blog with the most amazing view in front of me. I'm in Austria at the moment to support my sister doing 'The Jump' (a skiing show) and I can't describe how amazing it is down here. The mountains are frosted over with a coat of snow and the clouds are just like cotton wool spread against a sea of 'candy floss.'

This is my second time skiing and I have to admit I am pretty good (although I have fell over around 49 times) alright, let's just say I'm average... 

I think it's crazy how all my worries can disappear just because my mind is flown away from all the problems back at home. I think all our problems should face a challenge of being taken away just by us having a different mindset. I think we should all wake up from a bad day to bring on a better day. What I mean by this is that we all worry way to much about the problems we are facing however we don't try to change these problems into resolutions! Wake up with a new soul and face the day with a smile, if there is 'someone' you want to speak to, speak to them! If there is someone ill in your family, spend every minute with them! You have a opportunity so take it the minute you get it. If there is one thing I have learnt it is to sacrifice a problem so you can bring on a smile.

Bye for now,
Romana Lucia Edith Bright
Xxx 

Lifestyle

Dear Diary,
Sorry that I couldn't write yesterday it's because it was practically the worst day of my LIFE! Italy may be the most beautiful country to me but when your here for 4 weeks and you are actually excited for school so you can see all your friends (well that's just proved to me that I should never get over excited) cause sometimes you can't get ON THE PLANE ! 

So here I am writing my blog in ITALY but I guess there's a positive side to this story as I'm on a beach in 30 degree heat while everyone's at school in 15 degree heat :) so here's what happened:

We had just got to the airport and I can't tell you how excited I was to be going home after a month, everyone else seemed to be upset but I was just so excited to see everyone again after 4 weeks. We were just about to go into security when mum had to check all the boarding passes and passports so we could safely get in without her having to do it last minute. So we checked them all and everyone had their boarding passes but not EVERYONE had their PASSPORTS ! And guess who's was missing?! Yep, mine. The person who wanted to acc go to school and go back to rainy England. Yep,me ! So, I was crying cause I didn't know what to do ( you would realise if you were me ) and mum and my foster brother and sister got on the plane and left me and my dad, LEFT US ! (I'm being a parrot but I just need to get my point across) so me and my dad (good old dad comes in handy sometimes. Joking!) brought the tickets for Tuesday and we have to wake up tomorrow early. Like seriously the least you can do is book an afternoon flight seeing as mum left my passport and I'm sitting here sweating when Im excited to be freezing again.

But oh well, I'm topping up my tan and I'll  tell you something : my friends are all snap chatting me them in school with our ugly uniforms, so yeah I feel better,  BUT STILL! Trust me when I get home I'm gonna have it in for mum ;) 

Let's just say I'm never gonna get excited to go back to school again in a hot airport in Italy after 4 weeks there. That's all :|

Bye for now,
Romana Lucia Edith Bright
Xxxxxx

PS. Someone help me think of something good to do to my mum seeing as she left me behind :) :) :) 

Fashion/beauty

Dear diary,
Life in Italy is AMAZING! There's only one rule here and that's is that you have to be STYLISH! Seriously what's the point coming to the most romantic,most beautiful place on Earth if your not gonna show off your tan and become the biggest fashionista there. Seriously??!!

So obviously before I came I had to shop till I dropped (no surprise there) and I have to say I found so much stuff I LOVED :) but all in all I couldn't stop obssesing over my 'Jones & Jones' dresses. They all seemed to make me feel like a princess.

My ultimate favrouite was my pink one: It made me feel like a princess. It was so comfortable and although I didn't wear this one in Italy (I know I should have) I wore it for my day filming for 'TOWIE' and when you are standing there for hours there's nothing worse than feeling uncomfortable but in this dress I felt confident and comfortable. I still can't get over it :) with this I matched it with my silver superstars from 'adidas' to give it a unique look...

Because I loved this dress so much I couldn't resist not going to their website (for the 70th time) and look for more dresses to make me feel like a princess :) So when my package arrived for my next two dresses I was so excited. Let's get real if you love a dress why not just get it again but in different colours? Like seriously what other way would solve your shopping depression ?! So firstly I wore my white one which done the same job as my pink and made me feel beautiful and was so comfortable!

I matched these with a pair of dark blue loafers with a thick,white soul and didn't feel the need for any extra jewlary as the dress made the full statement!  http://www.jonesandjonesfashion.com/shop/dresses/j-j-studio-margot-white-tutu-dress.html ;)
 Finally I had one more dress which I have to say nearly beat my obsession to my pink dress which brung out my tan aswell as causing people to compliment my dress. This is a margot blue tutu dress that left people wanting to know were I got it from straight away :)

With this I wore my silver sandels as they were quite plain so suited it well and like the others I didn't feel the need to accessorise this dress ! So these were my three statement dresses which I adore! They made me feel beautiful,comfortable and like a princess .

Love from Italy

Bye for now,
Romana Lucia Edith Bright
Xxxxx

Lifestyle

Dear diary, 
Hope everyone's having a good summer ;) I'm literally so upset I've only got a week left but I'm still excited to see all my friends again. 

Friends, they're always looking out for you and laughing with you and making you happy. They're just a really important part in our lives :) I appreciate how much my friends do for me and how much they care aswell. Always look out for you friends no matter what guys cause they're playing an important part in our lives :) 

Hope everyone is having a good summer. Only got 2% so can't write much but make the most of the rest of the summer guys ;) 

GET TANNING

Bye for now,
Romana Lucia Edith Bright
Xxxxx 

Lifestyle

Dear Diary,
I have been so behind on this lately and although I said I would never again forget,I kinda failed promising you on that one :| (sorry about that one guys) Butttt the reason I have been behind is all for good reasons which I will tell you about later X

Anyway, I thought that as I was seen on TOWIE I could tell you some secrets ;) the behind the scene's, bloppers (kinda) 

So, I ALWAYSSSS get asked if TOWIE is scripted and IT IS NOT!!!!! I swear that's the truth! That's also why people get nervous because you just say anything you want when you want and have to think to yourself what you wanna say and some of you may say this is easy but trust me when you have camera's in every direction of you it's not that easy :(

People also ask if I get scared when there's camera's around. Well, at first, yes I guess I feel a bit nervous but after a while I kinda forget they are there and just pretend that there's nobody watching or anything ... 

About the blooper's, every once in a while somebody dunno what to say and we just stand there in silence or something but because it's not scripted it's not like someone can forget the words there supposed to say or something? 

That's all I can really say about TOWIE as everything flows like a normal conversation and everyone feel comfortable and as for my opinion on Megan (as you have all been asking) I don't hate her, let's just say I'm not exactly the biggest fan of her ;) 

Bye for now,
Romana Lucia Edith Bright
xxxxx 

Lifestyle

Dear Diary,

I have been so behind on this lately and although I said I would never again forget,I kinda failed promising you on that one :| (sorry about that one guys) Butttt the reason I have been behind is all for good reasons which I will tell you about later X

Anyway, I thought that as I was seen on TOWIE I could tell you some secrets ;) the behind the scene's, bloppers (kinda) 

So, I ALWAYSSSS get asked if TOWIE is scripted and IT IS NOT!!!!! I swear that's the truth! That's also why people get nervous because you just say anything you want when you want and have to think to yourself what you wanna say and some of you may say this is easy but trust me when you have camera's in every direction of you it's not that easy :(

People also ask if I get scared when there's camera's around. Well, at first, yes I guess I feel a bit nervous but after a while I kinda forget they are there and just pretend that there's nobody watching or anything ... 

About the blooper's, every once in a while somebody dunno what to say and we just stand there in silence or something but because it's not scripted it's not like someone can forget the words there supposed to say or something? 

That's all I can really say about TOWIE as everything flows like a normal conversation and everyone feel comfortable and as for my opinion on Megan (as you have all been asking) I don't hate her, let's just say I'm not exactly the biggest fan of her ;) 

Bye for now,

Romana Lucia Edith Bright

xxxxx

Lifestyle

Dear Diary,

Hey everyone.I have good news, my best friends mum is now fostering. They have just fostered a baby girl and are so in love with her. I always go and see both of them to see how its going and they are in love.

This blog I am going to be talking about my foster brothers and sisters. It's hard... Not them but us. They come in and out of our lives and I find that very difficult. They come into my life scared and unhappy and live with me but then all of a sudden they have to leave. It's not their fault, neither ours. It's hard to say goodbye to someone you love and cherish. 

My foster sister and me had a chat yesterday. I had a silly argument with my dad and was upset so I sat with her. I just was upset and I recall her murmuring "Atleast you have your dad to wake up to" I felt really bad and said sorry to my dad and then went straight to her and said sorry. I said sorry for not thinking before I spoke and I said sorry again and again. She didn't say "it's okay' instead she said "thank you, thank you for loving me like you do." I felt a rush of happiness come over me. I have helped someone, not 1 or 2 but many. I have helped them by simply loving them.

Love is a strong thing so use it wisely.

Bye for now,
Romana Lucia Edith Bright
xxxxxxx